You're not a person for me any more, the voice in my head is your voice. You're a subtle flame in the dark, like a guiding light. I will make you an idea, abstract, that reflection of you is what I love, and she will love me forever. I will not be sad about being away from you or wonder what you're doing, because your soul lies beside mine.
I will talk to you each day, tell you all my woes, celebrate in joy. You're going to be my motivation, my elixir. And all the battles in my head will be fought with you by my side. And all the peaks I conquer will be ours.
But it won't always be sunshine, when I am beaten down, or feel trapped, I will need you to heal me, caress and soothe my scars. I will laugh sincerely and heartily because I know you're there with me, watching me, not just when I am happy, or sad, but even in the most mundane moments you will be on the chair across the table.
For the remaining days of my journey, I have goals and plans. I might win some easily, for others I will have to put up a fight, but I will need you to witness them, easy or hard. You're the higher self I will talk to in the tranquil times. You're the reason I will look up towards the sky, spread my wings and fly.
Why? Because we are partners in crime.
